Non-entities #1
Posted by yazhini as Personal, books
How does one deal with one’s peculiarities?
For instance, suppose that you are talking to someone who has just hijacked the conversation and has been explaining for the past hour about how his wife, his colleagues, the shopkeeper and the rest of the world are conspiring against him. Even as he is inculpating half a dozen of your common acquaintances, you see him take shape as one of the non-entities in the book that you might write. You strive to listen to him and make the appropriate sounds but all you see is his first scene, with him telling his friends in a passionate voice that his brother, who is an overbearing ass and who stole his girl (and who is incidentally your hero), had just fired him because he couldn’t type fast enough. You see how his shifty eyes never waver when he feels righteous or when he talks about his brother. You debate between the choices of adjectives and sentences spring to your head. You craft him carefully, highlighting his essential weakness but without creating in him an antithesis of your hero, giving them both straight noses, stubborn chins…
Unfortunately, the number of non-entities in my books seems to be inordinately high. How DO you deal with this?
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Atlas Shrugged
Posted by a fan as Aynrand, books
It was the third year,sixth semester to be precise, in college. It was one of those rare moronic friday nights when some group of people gather in a hostel room and start talking about all the moronic things in the world till the wee hours of the next day morning. Topics used to range from gossips to Hinduism to preparation for GRE to the worthiness of marriage to the campus placements!!
After one such night, a hostel mate of mine gave me a book named “The Fountain Head” and said,”Read it. You’ll love it”…
It was the first AynRand book i have read…and finished it with a sense of guilt and sadness at heart…because how hard we try, at the end of the day, Peter Keating was the character one could relate more to…and this did upset me.
Next, i started reading,”Atlast Shrugged”. Started bunking classes for days together and was holed up in my friend’s single hostel room reading this book. Single room was a luxury at that time! My friend got scared completely looking at my obsession with the book. It was the time when everybody was thinking of campus placement preparation and here i was stuck with one book for more than a week. This is one of the rare insane incidents in my life!
Main problem with AynRand books is, it makes the reader think or atleast forces them…So,it takes time to read a book. Infact, i found “Atlas Shrugged” to be slightly boring than “The Fountain head” and “We the Living”. Still, i couldn’t feel it till the completion of the book. Still quite a few thoughts were so amazing and for the first time, i noted down the favourite lines …
And i have those papers even now…yes, even though i read it very occasionally, it is quite surprising to realize how long one has saved these few sheets of paper…
Ofcourse, few years down the lane after college, i did realize that there is no need to feel sorry based on some authors opinion, because all that matters is how true one is to the work one does and to the fellow human beings! So, it’s ok to be oscillating between Peter Keating and Howard Roark :)
Still, i should say there are quite a few influences and i am still finding a right time to reread the above mentioned books!
Anyway, here is the content…It is quite interesting to see what one has liked and noted it down…maybe, a psychiatrist can help in identifying the real self of this person ;)
btw, I seem to concur with every single line, even today.
So,does this indicate how little an individual has changed over the years? or how little an individual has got influenced by the external world? or how little an individual has faced the world? or … (i think it’s really not needed :))
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It’s the purpose that should drive you, not fear.
Not to make it, but to accept,
not to begin, but to respond,
not to create, but to admire.
Joy is one’s fuel.
Thought is a weapon one uses in order to act. No action was possible. Thought is the tool by which one makes a choice.Thought sets one’s purpose & the way to reach it.
He got up & walked to the window. He felt a desolate loneliness, of a kind he had never known before. He thought that Gwen Ives and Mr.Ward could look at him for hope, for relief, for renewal of courage. To whom could he look for it? He too, needed it, for once. He wished he had a friend who could be permitted to see him suffer.
Without pretense or protection, on whom he could say lean for a moment, just to say,”I’m very tired” & find a moment’s rest. Of all the men he knew, was there one he wished he had beside him now? His chuckle of anger brought him back.The absurdity of the longing jolted him into calm.That’s what you get, he thought, when you indulge yourself in weakness.
Reason is the most naive of all superstitions.
There is no source of public opinion. It is spontaneously general. It is a reflect of the collective instinct of the collectively mind.
Only if one feels immensely important, one feels truly light.
The sight of an achievement was the greatest gift a human being can offer to others.
It was the security of being first with full sight & full knowledge of one’s course-not the blind sense of being pulled into the unknown by some unknown power ahead. It was the greatest sensation of existence: not to trust, but to know.
Celebrations should be only for those who have something to celebrate.
The worst thing about people is not the insults they hand out, but the compliments.
Married people don’t look as if they have a bedroom on their minds when they look at each other. In this world, either you are virtuous or you enjoy yourself, not both.
The only pride of her workday was not that it had been lived, but that it had been survived. It was wrong, she thought, it was viciously wrong that one should ever be forced to say that about any hour of one’s life.
I feel that others live upto me, if they want me.
If there’s something that i won’t take, it’s something for nothing.
A low form of feminine ostentation.
Money is the symbol of man’s right to his own mind, to his own work, to his life, to his happiness, to himself. If this is evil, if this the reason for damning us, then we accept it and choose to be damned by that world.
Expectation should not be there between any two, only deserving should be there.
Don’t try force a mind.
The removal of a threat is not a payment, the negation of a negative is not a reward.
Guilty of a fierce desire to remain alive.
Genius is a superstition.
There is no surer way to destroy a man than to force him into a sport where he has to aim at not doing his best, where he has to struggle to do a bad job.
To each according to his ability.
A man of a self respect doesn’t turn into a milch cow for anybody.
My mind is not on the market any longer.
We have no time to feel tired.
That’s our error. We ought to take the time, some day.
Motion does exist, without any moving entities.
When you force a man to act against his own choice and judgement, it’s his thinking that you want him to suspend.
Price of everything, value of nothing.
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A bookish movie
No matter with what ingenious ways I try to reform myself, it always comes back to the same thing. Always. Books. Never mind, the post is not a rant.
I don’t relate to movies. I watch them fully only when the alternative is worse; impossible for such a scenario to recur often. Also, the number of movies I’ve watched for half an hour is many so you can’t say I don’t try.
Since I keep up with the dullest books to the end and seldom commit the offence of giving it up unless out of disgust, I do not believe it is boredom that drives me away from movies. I suppose it is that the movie usually ends before I get to know the people in it. I prefer the slowest of books to any movie I’ve seen, as long as I remember a guy from the book after a year.
So what’s this bookish movie I saw?
I won’t tell you. It just had two people talking throughout, literally, and I’m sure I’ll remember the girl after a year. It felt just like I’d read another lovely book. :)
I must be missing some key aspect in movies. Don’t tell me in the comments - I don’t care to learn. I have enough on my plate already, for whatever time I have.
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Saturday feast
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A Case of Exploding Mangoes

I am not sure how i came to know about this book. For sure, it has got something to do with one of the google searches related to Pakistan, but couldn’t pinpoint the exact one.
This is quite an interesting book, mainly because of its satirical humor. (hmm…this made me realize why i am a regular reader of few Pakistani blogs :))
There is always a line or two which makes one laugh for every 2 pages. Although, at times, there seems to be an overdose of satires, it kept the reader stick to the book.
It would’ve been better, if the descriptions in few places weren’t so elaborate (ex, Ali explaining his dark cell in Fort) and also length of the book is slightly on the longer side at the end. Also, few instances were quite shocking, but this might not be a general issue as it would vary for different readers!
One point though, i would’ve preferred a slightly better happy ending because Baby-O character is really good!
Here is an article by the author which highly motivated me to read this book.
It has received good review from Amazon reviewers.
Also, this is one of the shortlists in Booker Longlists…well, yes, Booker prize announces a longlist first, followed by a shortlist :)
Here is an article from Guardian regarding this year’s longlist entries.
BTW, there are 3 Indian authors in this list (interestingly, i remember reading an article sometime back that eventhough Salman Rushdie was born in India, he currently holds a Pakistani passport and not an Indian one.)
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From Story Books to Literature
Posted by Srikanth Srinivasan as All Posts, Classics, Crime and Punishment, Dunia, Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Humanity, Raskolnikov, Razumikhin, Redemption, Rodion Romanovich Raskolnikov, Russian Literature, Sofia Semenovna, St. Peterburg, Svidrigailov, books, murder, psychiology
After a immensely long time, I decided to read a book and boy, what a book it was. Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoyevsky is quite simply the best book I’ve read. (Though that is no big deal, it does not reduce the quality of the book in any way). I was amazed by how the author could see through humans so easily. I strongly recommend the book for all. My review (!) of the book here.
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The Adventures of Rim,Jim and Sim - Sim goes Gyming - Part I !!
Posted by as Adventures of Rim, Funny Stories, Jim and Sim, books, humour

Alternatively, he has a chance to put down his face in a story and might be considered for knighthood someday when a benign kings comes to know of the Mighty Sim’s chronicles. I think the idea of Knighthood, was too tempting for Sim to neglect.So here Iam penning down another chronicle from our life, working for some others person’s knighthood. (Life is unfair sometimes !! ). Since everyone is convinced that Iam recalling from my memory and have indeed not broken any promises, let me go through the formal nuances of explaining what happened.
All was fine till one day, Sim had this strange notion of having six packs. You see recently there was a craze of six packs.,. you can call it SixPacko-mania.,. Just because some actors appeared in a movie with a six pack, and had a body like a greek warrior, everyone wants to emulate him. i havent been able to understand how a six pack will improvise someone’s look in real life. What motivation spurs this craze for a six pack body etc.(exception being you wanting to impress someone). I had always thought of Sim as a connoisseur in the taste of woman. (To the extent he had created a separate Club for giving tips on making gf and retaining them,back at college). Yet sharp minds get blunt sometimes. The same was the case with him.
Once when he was out for a movie with a girl, the girl had remarked that the hero looked stunning with a hot body. The fact was that the girl was trying to tease him up and was playing with him, yet Sim was much smitten about the girl that he took her remarks too literally. At this juncture, it is pertinent to know the physical anatomy of Sim. Sim was a kinda normal looking guy.,. No great shapes or such.Well, there used to be a slab of fat hanging around his stomach as a circus ring. Chubby chap will be more apt to describe him !! He had a great sense of humor and so called gracious nature made him a connoisseur in making many girls as his friends. And when the girl had made this remark, in his efforts to impress her,he convinced himself that he will go to gym and get himself into a good shape.On that day, Me and Jim were back at home, idling away the time. We were looking for a nice topic to talk upon when someone knocked the door. Some say, Opportunities dont knock and come, yet i disagree with that. We opened the door and one look at Sim confirmed the fact that he was the perfect opportunity for us to idle away the time.We welcomed him in and were surprised to find him dull. Generally Sim entertains us with stories of his adventures/mis-adventures with the girls and how he played the knight in armour etc. Some of the stories sound so unbelievable that one will be tempted to believe that his life was a remake of the Hindi Bollywood movies.,.Anyhow, we detected his infelicitous situation we asked him whats was the matter. He then unwinded himself and explained the whole situation and told us his decision to go for Gyming. I was tempted to tell him that the girl would have been talking in a lighter sense and there was no need for him to do such a big sacrifice( Wondering how its a sacrifice, wait and see !! ).
The reaction from Jim was far away from being enthusiastic. He just said “Buddy,April is yet to come”. He had assumed that Sim was kidding about this one. But the determined and sober face of Sim convinced him that he indeed wanted to go to Gym. It was a bit hard for Jim to digest this,as he had been trying to pull Sim to gym along with him. Yet Sim had been comfortable sleeping in his bed, and had found no immediate motivation.,. Yet a girl had come and with a single comment had made him to join Gym. Sim said that its not only because of the girl but also because he wanted to maintain his shape. (albeit he was lying slightly) and since Jim had prior experience of going to Gym and is still going he can help him in it. Jim refused to take him along with him citing the fact that since his words were not respected, its equivalent to him being not respected and that Sim can go to a different gym.
So i was left all alone in over seeing their bickerings and finally it was agreed that Jim will be a consultant to Sim to determine if he really needed to go to Gym. He asked Sim to touch down the floor without bending his knees. Sim tried doing it but as much he tried he was able to reach only to his knee level and not below that. Jim exclaimed “Man, you should have been in Gym, 8 months back. You may get a Heart attack any moment”. This was because Jim had consulted a health specialist few years back and he went through this routine and it seems the specialist had told him about the exercise and explained that not able to touch one’s feet , means his obesity levels had reached high levels, a indication of upcoming heart problems. Since then, Jim considers himself to be a health Specialist and he remarked casually that Sim’s day’s were counted as he was not able to touch the knee itself. What Sim had forgot was that he had had a heavy dinner and that his stomach was full.,. In that situation any person would have found it hard to touch their knees.,. (Sim remembered the fact, 3 months after he left Gyming and told us about this.)
Anyhow, that remark from Jim, motivated to take up the Gyming as soon as possible and he swiftly went outside remarking that he will be back soon. He was gone in a puff, that neither me or Jim had any time to reply. Sim was back again, in 1 hour with a Gym’s brochure waving in his hands as if he was waving a Akomeogi (or Japanese folding fan). He said he had enrolled in a special fast course Gym session which will began from tomorrow and that he will be in a good shape in 3 months. And yes, for the first he told us his original weight. You see there is a electronic weight m/c nearby our home.
Whenever we used to pass across that, Sim used to stand on it and then put a coin into the machine.The machine will give his weight printed in a paper. Sim had an unrealistic way of convincing himself of his realistic weight. He used to see his weight in the paper and then remark. hey how much will my shoes weigh. he then answered himself that it will weigh 200 gms each and then deduct 400 gms from the total weight. Then he will say that the jeans pant he was wearing would add another few hundred grams. Then his watch added few grams.,. Likewise he will deduct around 1.5-2 kgs from the total weight.The total weight will come around 93 kg(after so much deductions.) He will happily remark that he knew that the machine was defective and then he will reduce another 4-5 kg. Then he will suggest to himself that he need to increase his weight slightly so as to have a proper weight-height ratio.
I had witnessed this umpteen number of times and it always surprised me as to how he can convince himself of his weight without ever feeling guilty !! Yet that was Optimistic Sim for you !!
But today while he was returning after getting the Gym’s brochures, he repeated the similar ritual of standing on the machine and putting in the coin. Surprising was the fact that he read the actual values in the paper and didnt indulge in any gimmicks.,. He came back home and showed us the paper slip which said the weight to be 94 kgs. That when i realized that this guy is up to something serious.,.
To be continued…
To read the introduction story of Rim,Jim and Sim Adventures, click here.
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The kite runner..
It has been almost a month since I read ‘The kite runner’ and I’ve been meaning to write about it ever since. But that did not happen for long and when I got back to posting a few days back, I almost thought I would forget the impact the book had on me. Quite unbelievable I must say! Its characters, the contrasts, the plot, the obvious and the not so obvious, each and every part of the book touch you more than you would expect. No spoilers intended, so I won’t say anything more than the fact that you just cannot miss this book.
“It was only a smile, nothing more. It didn’t make everything all right. It didn’t make anything all right. Only a smile. A tiny thing. A leaf in the woods, shaking the wake of a startled bird’s flight. But I’ll take it, with open arms. Because when spring comes, it melts the snow one flake at a time, and may be I just witnessed the first flake melting.
I ran. A grown man running with a swarm of screaming children. I didn’t care. I ran with wind blowing in my face, and a smile as wide as the valley of panjsher on my lips. I ran.”
-Khalid Hosseini.
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LOTR
Posted by sp2hari as Personal, Uncategorized, books
Hobbits - cheerful, short - BILBO, FRODO, SAM, PIPPIN, MERRY, SMEAGOL (GOLLUM)
Men - serious - ARAGORN, FARAMIR, BOROMIR, EOMER,
Elves - wise, immortal, silent, magic (three rings) - LEGOLAS
Dwarfs - short, sturdy, good with metals, stones - GIMLI
Wizards - wise, serious, magic - SAURON, SARUMAN, GANDALF, ELROND
Orcs - ugly, fierce, wicked
Ents - Tree shephards
SAURON’S COUNTRY - MORDOR
NINE NAZGULS
ELENDIL (ISILDUR’S SIRE) - ………………. - RANGERS - GONDOR
SHIRE - HOBBIT’S VILLAGE
FRODO, SAM, PIPPIN, MERRY, ARAGORN, BOROMIR, LEGOLAS, GIMLI, GANDALF
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Foundation - Isaac Asimov
Posted by blogjamun as Seldon, asimov, books, foundation, sci-fi
Foundation is the first book in the Foundation series by Asimov. Interestingly it was published before the Prelude to Foundation. The reason is simple. A good amount of the Foundation series’ fans could not handle the 12,000 years leap into the future. Consequently the Prelude to Foundation was published. It gives a reasonably elaborate background to Foundation and addresses all the why, who, how and when comprehensively.
For the uninitiated, the Foundation is a group of scientists settled at either ends of the Galaxy, who work on documenting all the inventions and scientific discoveries until then, for the future generations. One such end of Galaxy is where the planet Terminus is situated. This story is about the Foundation in Terminus.
The book is set at a time around 12,000 GE(Galactic Era). At this time, Hari Seldon, a mathematician is all set to lay down the laws of psychohistory. Psychohistory in short is a mathematical study which aids in predicting the future with a reasonable accuracy. For a more rigorous mathematical introduction you can read the Prelude to Foundation. Of course, if you have some understanding of the adage “Power corrupts” and how our entire history has been centered around that, you could have guessed Seldon was not left in peace. He was always suspected to have an eye on the Empire. Before going any further, you must understand that the 25 million worlds and a quadrillion humans surviving in them were governed by a single Emperor, from Trantor. So, he was being watched, tailed and what not. You can imagine a futuristic version of Will Smith’s Enemy of the State. Of course Asimov does not narrate any such action-packed sequences and has left his readers to imagine according to their times. He just gives what you need to know. And you get a Galactic wiki in the form of the Encyclopedia Galactica in the beginning of every chapter. All this gives you a feeling that you are looking back at how the Foundation was formed. All the futuristic details of the Galaxy is given in a matter of fact manner.
After the laws of psychohistory had been laid, an arrangement called the Time Vault is made. The Vault is where Seldon makes his virtual appearance at intervals of around 50 years. He explains to his audience what crisis they have just evaded and what they are expected to face. But he does not and can’t explain how each of these Seldon’s crises can be handled, because it will alter the assumptions that were made in calculating the future based on the laws of psychohistory. Now it is evident that only those who have understood the basic tenets of Seldon’s psychohistory have been at the helm of things, mostly mayors of Terminus.
This book narrates the story of three Seldon’s crises. The first crisis involves a neighboring planet Anacreon getting power hungry and hinting war. This is handled very aptly by Salvor Hardin, the then mayor. Himself being a psychologist and a believer in Seldon’s psychohistory, he waits till the right moment when there is just one path of action possible. He very cunningly holds talks with all neighbors of Anacreon explaining that Foundation is in possession of atomic power and how the other nations may want to share the Foundation even if it were to be defeated.
The second crisis is more like a leak in the first solution. The fear instilled in the neighbors slowly dies. In the meanwhile Hardin had invented a religion that made the scientific advancements of the Foundation acceptable for the neighbors. This religion got entrenched into the lives of the inhabitants of the neighbors. Thus religion was used as a tool to avert an ultimatum of war by Anacreon again.
As time passed by, a new phenomenon of spreading this already weakening religion was discovered. Trade of Foundation’s scientifically advanced gadgets along with the spread of the religion was facilitated. Traders became the people with power. This crisis again involves an ultimatum to war, but the course of events that lead to the crisis are more complex than before and now trade is used as the tool to bring the war to a stalemate.
One thing we must certainly appreciate Asimov is for the way in which he has groomed the Galactic fate. He has certainly taken inspiration from our own world history. We can see that the author has drawn analogies between events of past and future. This emphasizes his belief in the saying, “History repeats itself”. The Foundation being a newly born planet, goes through the transitions any society undergoes. Very similar to our history, he first scripts the birth of a religion. Though it was not practiced on its soil, it was applied on its relatively barbaric neighbors. Then is the birth of trade as a tool to wield power. In fact, we can see Seldon comparing Foundation’s work with that of the Renaissance. Renaissance of social, scientific and economic system of the existing, decaying Empire to give birth to the Second Empire.
By Space, I think i went on and on about the book. This is a very popularly noticed psychological phenomenon among Foundation series readers. They cant stop talking about it. So hurry and grab a copy, its hardly 200 pages. I am sure you ‘ll come to back to see what I have written about the book after reading it.
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